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While the mediums by which Ode chooses to express herself are far reaching and multi-faceted, the driving force behind all of her work is constant and unwavering. “My work is a practical exercise in therapy and arises from what I need to resolve with myself at the time I am commissioned or start working on an independent project,” says Ode. “Through the process of creating some of my recent works, I really began to understand the message I want to send out to the world: I want to tell Brazilian stories without them being filtered through a Western or Eurocentric lens. Too often, Brazilian stories and identities are defined by our colonizers.”

While striving to define “Brazilianess” through art may sound like a tall order, Ode believes the best way to explore the topic is to delve deep into memories, symbols, and the physical reality of the body itself. She also takes great inspiration from seeing many artists around her who create work exploring their Latin American ancestry, and who use images and iconographies that are very similar to things she saw around her grandmother’s house during her childhood. For example, when Ode directed and styled the cover for singer Assucena’s new single Parti do Alto (Visualizer), she referenced the photograph Virgen de Los Angeles (1987) taken by Mexican photographer Flor Garduño.

Ode is constantly studying and researching “Brazilian iconographies that challenge Western perceptions, which generally ignore the Global South as part of Latin American life.” Through this research, an important topic that has arisen for the artist is religion and sacred signs and symbols, which feature prominently in her work. For instance, when Ode “had the honor” of styling the legendary Brazilian travesti Marcinha do Corintho for a recent issue of French feminist magazine Censored, she covered her in iconographies of saints she’d seen around her hometown. “It’s common to see images of travestis and trans women in the news being beaten up, killed, and demonized. I wanted to explore a different narrative: to show that travestis can be alive, grow old, leave a legacy, be victorious, and be seen as sacred.”

Alongside her quest to explore Brazilian identity, Ode also notably represents travestis—a South American gender identity—through her work. As previously mentioned, this representation is evident in Ode’s film Restituição. “There is no text or speech in Restituição to reflect the fact that the word travesti is impossible to define through language. Instead, it is made up of everyday sounds such as music I heard playing at my neighbors’ house, an acoustic version of the song Novo Mundo by Yndi, a Franco-Brazilian friend of mine—as well as a COLORS alumnus—and Wonder by Cláudia Wonder, who throughout the song repeats a phrase in French meaning that everything will be fine.” As with all of Ode’s other works, Restituição is deeply personal and reflects on the artist’s own experiences. “Similar to the experiences of other travestis, my childhood memories are synonymous with pain and loneliness. our present and future is infinitely happier: we dream of a place where travestis can exist without fear, judgment, or shame,” she says. “It is all about building new stories.”

Whether exploring notions of Brazilian identity, or representing the travesti community, Ode creates her work to address the harsh realities of the context she lives in: a country which lives with a history and solid structures of colonization, and in which LGBTQIA+ communities suffer prejudice, harassment, and physical violence on a regular basis. Despite this, Ode is hopeful and dreams of a bright future. “I want to live in safety, have a solid career substantiated by consistent and honest methods of production, and have financial and mental stability. This is currently impossible in Brazil,” she says. “When I’m negotiating with clients, or people I work with, there are times when I have to make concessions about what I want or expect. But there is one thing that is never negotiable, and never will be: my life in abundance.”